Personal Venusian Rose Integration Story
Earlier this year, when the Venusian Rose Cycle was in the underworld, I began healing my heart from a betrayal that felt as ancient as these sacred Mu, Lemuria lands I am blessed to live upon.
Within that phase of her cycle, I uncovered a deep scar, a hidden door that slowly opened me. I discovered timeless aches and pains within this door, and they carried messages to me from my ancestors.
I wouldn’t have received these potent messages unless I had been taken to these depths of my internal pain.
This is what I call the entry point to the High Holy Heart, the inner temple of the heart.
One thing that has become very clear this year as I finally fully left a seven-year relationship with the father of my two children that was not serving me, him, our children, or God. Is that no one can ever actually betray you if you weren’t already first betraying yourself by living out of alignment in the first place.
I also found myself this year repeating an unhealthy mantra, ” I am going through a separation, ” so instead, I began saying, ” I am coming into the deepest Divine Union within myself. That’s what has taken place this year for me. I have come, and I am in the deepest Divine Union I have ever been in within myself.
Epiphany echoed from these aches, and I got to pull out lifetimes of thorns that had remained in place in such a bruised and battered state. One by one, I pulled out these thorns to arrive fully home again in my heart of hearts. The whole’s that the thorns left are where I received the holy scriptures of my soul’s sovereignty.
The true royal remembrance of the Rose is that we get to restore the heart and the holy family to its full glory from within our own skin. We get to reclaim the full redemption of the masculine and feminine face of Christ through uniting in the holy matrimony of the High Holy Heart.
Sometimes it takes being broken so wide open by the thorns to let the true essence of the roses in.
Pain and pleasure are not separate. They are both doorways into deeper Union with the self, life, and God.
The holy Rose garden of Eden is within our own hearts. We are not separate from what we seek, desire, ache, and long for as it is all within us.
The Rose initiates us into the Divine Union of one’s soul. The thorns test us to see if we are truly present and ready to receive all life bestows upon us. The Rose shows us the way.
The Rose is a symbol and sign of our soul’s completion!
She brings clarity to our inner sight to truly see with clarity. She guards and guides us so we may practice, develop, and master our inner eye so that we may see beyond the veils of illusion.
She purifies the heart until it remembers it can never be broken and that through the preconceived feelings of being broken, it was just opening you to more love.
She lifts our vibration so high that we may feel the creator’s and creatrix’s love once again and be reborn from that love.
She purifies the liver, cooling and soothing the anger that stills lingers throughout the ages of the patriarchal plague that tried to dominate the very purity of the Rose in the first place.
She anchors us into our wombs, deep into the cardinal point of our ancestors. Anchoring us into our mothers, grandmothers, and great-grandmother’s essence of purity and truth.
She is self-love. She whispers poetry of Rumi into every inch of your skin, so you re-write our own love story from within. She restores us to the inner Throne of our Queen’s full glory.
She heals us to the very root of our inner temple doorway; her oil will mend even the deepest tears that have kept us separate from that ancient truth.
As we arrive, we can remember to rest in the knowing and the unknowing this essence.
